Something Heavy You, Me, and Everyone We Know (Ft. Erik Garlington)

(five, six, seven eight)
I hate myself, you should hate you too
I hate myself, you should hate you too
I hate myself, you should hate you too
I hate myself, you should hate you too

[Verse 1]
Thought I'd fade into the haze of adulthood
Maybe build some nice shelves and die
But convulsing here on the bathroom floor
I've become hubris personified

Stuck in the "it gets worse" part of getting better
Without the satisfaction of Pacific shedder
Is this growth or more controlled rot?
Decades of pressure, the wound still won't clot

[Pre-Chorus]
Suffice to say, I'm still on my way

[Chorus]
There's something heavy here
That pulls me down
Looming large inside of me
Aching to crown
I tend to prattle on
And my legs do shake
But when that rattle's gone
I carry the weight