Neva Forget Tsu Surf

[Verse 1]
I came in that house with blood on my hands
My momma just blinked
She ain't yell, she ain't scream, she ain't panic
Did none of the above, just took me straight to the sink
That super kind response got me kinda scared
Like what the fuck could be goin' through my mama head?
Maybe she knew about the box that's behind the bed
Washin' blood off my hands, don't know if it's mines or theirs
I know she hear my heart beatin' 'cause I could hear it
Whatever she got to give I gotta wear it
"What the fuck? How the fuck? Why the fuck?"
I could hear it… but she ain't say shit
But she accepted my ways
Or told herself for the last time I wouldn't change
We was doin' about 90 with the easy pass
These highways assist you to death, that's just a easy pass
They said follow your heart but I don't love much
And bring the party to me 'cause I don't club much
Standoffish, but fuck it, stuck in my ways and shit
Amazin', trickin' always turn a good one to a crazy bitch
I ain't stopped rollin' since the bud came
And I ain't had sleep since the buzz came
More money more problems, you would probably think I love pain
It be so much hate, damn, I forgot when the love came
So much shit to do, I need a longer day
Road to riches, sometimes it feel like we took the longer way
Friends seemin' few and made a left, coulda kept goin' straight
Some pit stops for pussy, met some enemies along the way