Nodding Off (Subconscious)* Bobby Raps & Corbin

Lyrics from Instagram Live

[Verse: Corbin]
Got lock jaw, can’t nod off
My brain won’t shut up
I can’t turn my mind off
No, I know I'm a fuck up
There’s two of me, like Gollum
One me's a problem
I don't know how to stop him
Can't get away, [?]
Goin' insane, I feel like a patient
How to explain it do i gotta paint it
Ill be at the [?] one away, getting wasted
Lookin' like a ghost when you see me fading
When the whole city starts getting sleepy
Go and get a pack of cigarettes at BP, yeah
Know I got a date with Rudolph, yeah
Get in my sights and shoot off

[Verse: Bobby Raps]
Nodding off is not enough
Can't feel the pain anymore
Gotta do what I gotta do but at what cost
Just tryna fight your racing thoughts
Can't talk no more, made me feel too crazy
Just understand [?]
[?] word I have to say
Let's just make it complicate
I fell in a psychosis
If you really care about me, try calling
I was having mixed feelings, I don't have a black coffin
I said I'm all about you, but I don't I don't know if I really want it
Tryna get my build up like [?]
I'm the only person who can harm me
PTSD, let it come back and harm me
I wish I could evolve but I know that I'm still just a [?]
Carbon based like porn, tryna kill [?]
Thought it would be different but I'm still annoyed
Baby, I'm shy like Illinoi
Can't sleep, I'm too paranoid
I'm already [?]
Give me something [?]
I'm not ready to [?]
Thought the memory would die but it's alive in my subconscious
In my subconscious
In my subconscious
Thoughts from my (subconscious)
Tears in my (subconscious)
Stay in my subconscious
I want you in my subconscious
I can feel you in my subconscious
I can hear you in my (subconscious)
I just need you in my (subconscious)