October 17 ​​Lil Happy Lil Sad (Ft. 4ever Falling & Poppy Tears)

[Verse 1: 4ever Falling]
I keep on thinking 'bout the things you've said and how you've hurt me
I keep on thinking 'bout the scars you've made and how it taught me
Not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last
And to forget about the things I've listened to in the past
I keep on trying to forget what you've told me
I keep on trying not to cry when you hold me
I keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely
But I'm dying on the inside like the old me

[Verse 2: Lil Happy Lil Sad]
I'm waking up and I break down, uh
Drugs up my nose and I go numb, uh
I'm off the dope like all the time, uh
I feel I'm slowly goin' dumb
Pick me up when I'm fallin'
I'll pay you back when I'm ballin'
Don't wanna die but death is callin'
You know how I am, I go all in
I know I shatter to pieces
Smokin' some weed as I'm weepin'
Smoking the weed like I need it
I try to live I don't feel it
Seems like I'm rather in pieces
Than tryna work on my issues
I'm second guessin' my feelings
I'm not even sure if I'm livin'