​why am i running? ​doublemydose (Ft. Sewerperson)

[Intro: sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So, why am I running?

[Verse 1: doublemydose]
I can’t seem to know what the best choice is for myself
I need some help
Oh, could you tell?
I’ve lived through hell
Pressure inside of me, always a sight to see
You have a right to be hopelessly broken
Never saw eye to eye, stress that we magnified
Mind all too occupied, how do I focus?

[Chorus: doublemydose]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So, why am I running?
Losing sight of you
'Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get through this rhythm's how I react

[Verse 2: sewerperson]
Aye, yeah
I just tripled up the dose, I just got it from the valet
I just popped inside the ghost, yeah, yeah
It's got 80 something floors
I could get you to the top, I could let you see the coast, yeah, yeah
Damn, she just tryna stay the night
She gon' pop out with her phone and try to get me on live and I'ma dodge
Fully formal suit and tie
All my wraps is something chrome, but I don't know which one to drive, in my garage
Woah, I just took a half, I just took another
I'm just sweating bullets in the LA summer
'Bout like 20 something plans I'll never recover
If you match me on my shit, I bet you goin' under
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Bet you're glad now
You left me with nothing
Picking up the fragments
My heart, you shattered
Void from the memories, but now they don't matter