PANIC LAST Vwillz

Mom, I know you're listening but please don’t cry
'Cause the Kurt Cobain way crossed my mind last night
And dad I know you’ll hear this and wonder why
I ain’t sending that dog you put into me to fight

I got questions for the pharmacies and questions for the church
I’m not sure who’s raw integrity will help or make it worse
But

How long does panic last?
How bad is not that bad?
Does good whisky work when cold beer won’t?
I can’t take off my mask, cause right now thats all I have
Do them hotlines work, when Jesus don’t?
I thought that dosage worked
I thought my prayers got heard
But just like you I have my doubts
And if the scientist and god can’t help me out
Then whеre do I go now?

Self help books and coldplay music
Tradеd smokes for restaurant toothpicks
I thought it would, but damn this shit don’t help
Do I fight the thoughts or face the trauma
Are we selling lies or buying dogma
I think it's just more than calling mental health