Regurgitating An Unpleasant Meal Rav

[Verse 1]
The only demon I know is the demon sleeping deep in my soul
Creepin', leechin' off the pieces that I increase in trifold
Tryna reason with my weakness but they fear that I fold
Now either I'm bold or bleeding out
Feeling quite cold
Really now, be you my own?
Promises that I could never keep or try to own
So I plead to get a lead and put the stick to my dome
Neither high hopes
Nor people could have appeared and might know
Piercing my cerebral, I know
Thinking, "Why cope?"
Thinking, "Why sink in my own?"
"Is the fire really my road?"
Figured out
Singing how, I'm different I'm woke
Wishing I'd simply die, wishing I'd croak
When I'm down, feeling blue, get the knife slow
I finna die, finna die, finna I choke
Flood the sky with my high smoke
Kiss me bye, soon as my [?] in my hole
Enterprise, energize, get up, I float
Get dependent on my inner cries, every five tokes
I get in my roll
Finally feeling quite whole
Finally being, I know
I am now equalized, realized home means nothing in the city
Screaming "legalize dope"
EXO