Already King Iso

[Verse 1: King-ISO]
Submerged in a pool of pity I feel me soaking
This cash money got me menaging with pills and potions
I'm in the mirror with a pill bottle and I'm finna down em'
My O.C.D said "how many", but who's really counting
If the faith of a mustard seed could just inch a mountain
How did I get this far and what am I tripping bout' then
I'm sure by now if I'm supposed to live I'd have thought of Something
Just in case somebody hears me, left the water running
Off of nothing and group sessions and safety plans
More acid re-flux and sharp pains like safety pins
And unbeknownst side effects for med's but take the chance
I would've used a burner, homie's keep me away from them
So now were here in this bathroom and if this actually kills me
I can't help but think what my mama's reaction will be
A lot of people daily never will Tarrel be steady
And come to think about it I'm probably in hell already
(In hell already)

[Hook]
I vividly remember the times homie
Started to ask myself
The more i read the more i see
The more i know
We got both on earth homie
(Uh, that's real shit)