Powerless (Acoustic) Villain of the Story

You wanna ask
Why my heart has turned to ash
Even when the sun is shining bright
I'm cold as ice
You wanna know
How I ended up alone
Emptiness and shattered trust
Left me buried in the dust

I'd rather be numb
Than deal with the pain
I'd rather be done
Than have to live this way

Pull me up
Pull me out of this
I am broken
I feel powerless
I've had enough I'm crying out
For something or someone
To give me a reason to live

Am I a ghost?
Lost everything I loved the most
Built myself so high up off the ground
Now I'm falling down
I'm in the dark
I can't see
It feels like I forgot how to breathe