I Don’t Want Be Sad Anymore Ryan Scott Oliver (Ft. Lindsay Mendez)

[Amy]
If only the world would swallow me up
It would be better than telling you this

I don't want to be sad anymore
My heart is so sick
I can't feel our love
Think I've lost the trick
Your eyes have so much faith in me
But your faithful eyes are closed to see
My conscience is toxic

I don't want to hurt you anymore
We focused ahead
We put here and now packed beneath our bed
And now I'm just a block of ice
Looking for a heart that could suffice

I loved you so badly
I want to understand myself
I want for life to happen

I don't want to lose you
If only I could, I would choose you

I don't know where I'm going to go
Or how long I'll be gone
I wish I had some way of knowing
I wish I could say don't move on
I wish I could say this isn't done
But everything inside me says run