Mocking Bird (Car Barz) Merkules

Yeah
I got no jokes for you guys this time man, i'm sorry
People are lookin' at me funny
Look!

(Verse 1)
Another day another problem
You can feel it in your chest
You look around and it's like nobody can see that you're depressed
To the point where you can't even fucking eat cause you're a mess
Smokin' weed in hopes that this shit could relieve all of your stress
Sometimes it does but other times you get anxiety
Feelin' like these people are plottin' they got they eye on me
The irony
You wanted to be popular didn't you?
To be popular you probably would drop out of middle school
Get drunk and get in fights and fuckin' talk like a criminal
Til your Momma's lookin' at you, like the fuck has got into you
You don't know
So you blame it on the way you were raised
But all you want is just for somebody to say you're okay
See? Yesterday was full of sorrow and you're hatin' today
And you don't wanna talk to people so you stay in your cave
And it's crazy to say
But you've been gettin' suicidal thoughts
You just let em take you over when you used to try to stop
Figure it out and take a second to breath
Cause just the thought of not being here is better than sleep
But i bet if you leave
The people that care about you would lose it
So let that sink in before you actually go and do it
Now stop
See it ain't wrong to feel the way you are
The pain is hard
But in this world you need to play your part
Just make your mark
We're people in different bodies
But you've been so upset that you start to look like a zombie