Special Gabbie Hanna

[Verse 1]
I'm not special
Who the hell am I to think I'm special?
I'm not so well (Thanks for asking)
But you'd probably figured, "What else is new?"
I try my best still, but I find I wind up in some mess
You'll keep my head filled with the notion
That I don't deserve this life that I've built

[Chorus]
I'm not special, special
Don't know why I thought
I could be someone; I'm no one
To anyone who knows me, I'm a burden
I'm certain the only thing I'm good for
Is hurtin' the ones I love

[Verse 2]
I want to be special
But I don't know if it's worth all of this stress
You don't know my struggle 'cause I don't tell it
If I did, I really don't think you'd be bothered
To hear it, anyway
If I sang a song, would you listen?
Or would you tell me that I'm terrible?
(Tell me that I'm terrible)
If I played along to ease the friction
Would you still tell me that I'm terrible?
(Tell me that I'm terrible)