Message to You Rxseboy

[Verse]
I can barely sing, and I can barely rap
People pulling strings, so puppeteers relax
I'm barely working out, I barely feel emotion
I barely feel the days and now I'm barely coping
But in the end, I know that I'll prolly make a statement
Wanna collab with Kodak and shoutout Gator Nation
I gotta give it time, I gotta keep my balance
I wanna make another album let them see my talents
They looking down on me I understand the reasoning
But please you best believe I'm cooking up I got the seasoning
I'm working till exhaustion, I ain't stopping for a second
Never lovеd that second place cause it tеll me 'bout second-guessing
Now look at all this bread we gettin', I gotta break it for my bretheren, life is such a blessin'
I know she read it but she still ain't never get the message
I made it clear that blowing up was always my intention
You either be with me or against me
You should stop pretending, you should stop acting idiotic bro it ain't trendy
And watch my debut I swear to god this shit will be trending
Idols fill in my mentions
I don't sip to remember drink is cold like December
Use it to calm my mental, make millions with just a pencil
The craziest part about it, I'm doing it on my own
Bro they beggin' me for collabs but I'm sorry this is my solo
Now they mad and wanna talk about me
I heard that shit from my homie, man why you gotta doubt me
Let's not forget that you the ones who try to walk around me
And now you jealous cause my come up has been so astounding
I don't write to kill the time
Writing with my will to find my sanity, arrogant with my clarity
Carry me in my casket and pray for me when they bury me
Peace is sweeter than Sara Lee's, memories never perishing
I been left out of everything, got a lot to take
But I got so much to give you still I'ma have to wait
Given too much to 'em lately and that was my mistake
I know them probably just hate me tell me the love was fake
And her and I, I guess it was a fade
I'm nice for what to these women okay that's word to Drake
And shoutout all my exes you know I keep in contact
I said I'll always care I know that most of y'all don't want that
And if you got a problem you can hit me if it's urgent
Just don't forget that I'm working cause I'm a busy person
Making time slice for the people I'm keeping by my side
And cuttin' off the people who lie about being down to ride
They try to kill my pride sorry but that isn't easy
Like why the hell would I be worried about the girls who tease me?
That's only temporary, looking for longevity
Improving every day, these people haven't seen the best of me
Let's crack a couple bottles and reminisce about the past inside my El Dorado
When I was three my momma thought I would become a model
Almost nineteen still bumpin' "No Role Modelz"
They wonder why I never liked to talk about all of that basic shit
When I bring out my dreams they look at me like what you saying kid
You know you'll never make it big so why the hell you even trying?
I tell em thanks for all the pressure y'all just made a diamond
It's the end, but really it's only the beginning
When I truly reach the end
Don't worry 'bout it, I'll be winning
I've had a lot of hardships, make me rethink life
But I want this so bad
I promise I will never think twice