Nothin To Lose King Iso

[Verse 1]
Don't know where to start but I'ma just begin it
As a little one, was always sick and different
Never had a life but I ain't freaking trippin'
Then I started getting interested in women
Never had a lot of friends to kick it
But eventually I was locked up because a chick pretended
To give a shit about a little nigga like me
So my whole life changed with a split decision
That was the gimmick used to get attention
In school all day cause my mental didn't
Match up to the kids I was with, I was way too smart
Then I moved out my city limits
To the middle of the map where the killers kick it
That's when I started feeling really wicked
Like can't nobody tell me nothing, it was self destruction
All of a sudden, I'm in detention
I had a friend that died that was in the kitchen
Popping a bunch of pills tryin' to end existence
Trying to phone with my homie like, "It's all over, right?"
Cause I can't stand this position
I'm in it for years, I was in the trenches
Trying to find a reason to live in this shit
So I pushed the music and then it didn't
Take off like I wanted then I went to prison
Then I got out and had you, and I didn't want you witnessin' it
So I changed up and I had a intervention
People telling me that I went soft
Cause I dissappeared on them and this is
The reason why I been inadvertently getting gifts and
If you listen, you can see that I've changed for the better
When it come down to it, I'm just ascended
I made it, I don't gotta be like everybody tryna get attention
On the internet begging for a freaking listen
So they post a song and swear to God that they goin' hard
And tag like fifty niggas with it, I'm independent
And I'm glad that I got you right here with me
Cause to keep it real, son, if it wasn't for you
I would have nothing to lose...