​pain for fun WILLOW (Ft. St. Vincent)

[Verse 1: St. Vincent, WILLOW, WILLOW & St. Vincent]
There's always and always and always and always a need
There's always and always and always and always a need
When I see you smile, there's always that familiar feeling
Somehow, I'm not the only one
There's always and always and always and always a need
There's always and always and always and always a need
When you start to cry, I get that familiar feeling
Somehow, I'm not the only one

[Chorus: WILLOW]
I'm so close to tears
I'm biting, holding back
I'm so happy, I could break down and cry
Break down and cry
So alone and so at home
So alone and so at home

[Verse 2: St. Vincent, WILLOW & St. Vincent]
I'm always and always and always and always in need
I'm always and always and always and always in need
When we lock our eyes, I hit my head on the ceiling
I'm not the only one

[Verse 3: WILLOW]
Always wanting something, yearning
Feel indifferent, undeserving
What am I, what am I now?
And if I catch a glimpse of you while I hide
Will you walk away from me and kill my pride?
It's fine 'cause I feel this pain for fun