Mirage YCK (Ft. Tsunami J)

[Verse 1: YCK]
I watched a movie of my life, I didn't like the screenplay
I think the script should be rewritten, everything seemed grey
Wonder "Who the hell directed it? 'Cause it won't win awards"
But it's more difficult compared to only needing four chords
Say I've got flaws but you're not without yours
But whenever you're outside, you don't feel the downpour
I don't claim to be flawless, I just have my self-awareness
With the cards that I've been dealt, existing isn't built on fairness
Relay and televise, voicing your phobias
That must be taxing nonstop anhedonia
You are in fight or flight when it's unwarranted
To be or not to be, thoughts make you short-winded
Hold the gratuitous rancor raised in fortuitous anger
What will I do in the silence? Ain't no reducing the mileage
Take that as you will but you are deeply unqualified
What you spew is hyperbole, you're concealed in wall of lies

[Chorus: Tsunami J. & Both]
I wanna save my hope, wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul, wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own, wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold, wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes, wanna fade ghost