What If We Nvm Zak P

Oh I haven't forgotten
This feeling that lingers a lot
Oh I hate all the parties
Where you act like you're someone you're not
I got drunk at a friend's second story apartment
I don't know if he even can speak anymore
You were there for a moment
And man I'd have sworn it
I wanted you back in my door

And I felt stupid
So stupid
How could I want you anymore?

Would you still call this fate
In the way that you talk?
Oh your voice is ingrained
In the movies we watched
And you weren't so afraid
In letting me go
So why did you stay?
Oh I should've known that

I've been losing all my weekends
You've been trying, playing pretend
As the girl who I thought
That I wish that I had
And it sucks that I still want you back