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[Verse 1]
I'm gonna drown myself this summer
It'll be fun when they find out
At least I know if I die, then I won't ever need your help

[Chorus]
Why do you hate me? I can't tell
I'll see you in Hell
I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out
I'll figure it out

[Verse 2]
I notice shit about some people that I keep for myself
And I'm repetitive, my patterns always repeat themselves
But I still find myself surprised when someone figures me out
I'm in the bottom, they don't know it, I can't say I need help

[Chorus]
Do you hatе me? I can't tell
I'll see you in Hell
Wе'll figure it out, we'll figure it out
We'll figure it out

[Verse 3]
When I get sad, I get so upset
I wish that I could leave shit in the past
When I get mad, I get too mad
It's really easy to make me depressed
I can't believe that I felt like the best
I just found out that I'm just like the rest
You say you love me, I gave you a test
Bitch, you can't love me because I'm a mess
Because I'm a mess
'Cause I'm a mess
Because I'm a mess, because I'm a mess
Because I'm a mess