Hours Outside in the Snow Modern Baseball

[Intro]
I spent all of Christmas Eve fake angry at you for
Who knows what now or then
And you spoke so fast I just sat back
Relaxed and took you all in

[Verse 1]
I spent all of Christmas Eve trying to get warmer
After standing outside for hours
Knowing at this point I'd be
Lucky to get any sleep
And I'll toss and turn until the early morning
Happily ignoring
That my blue jeans didn't do
A fuckin' thing for me against this cold
Sober or not, I locked everything you sent me
'Cause what's better than seeing
What I'm missing daily?
I guess what I'm trying to say is that

[Chorus]
You might run, oh but
I won't hide, shed an
Ounce of light on my half-
Hopeless life
"Don't let me go back"