Waste Call Me Karizma

[Intro]
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste

[Verse 1]
Mommy, why does this water smell like polish?
Why do you get sick and start to vomit?
Why does Dad get mad
You're always sad and have a bottle in your hand
And sob when he is on the road or at the office?
Awesome, I'm just a fucking kid
I don't know what the problem is
I can see that you're always sick
And I'm scared that you'll wanna quit
So apparently all the shit
You inherited as a kid is unbearable but admit
You're a parent now if you missed it
I've seen the signs for a minute
Have your еyes and addiction
And now you're starting to get it
Thеy're just the cards I was given
A broken heart is a prison and I'm lying here still
I became the fucking villain I was trying to kill