Leave Me Alone Lil Xtra

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

You never forget the first time
That a friend dies and it feels like
It's the worst night of your life
But I guess it could always be worse right
And it feels like you’re cursed
Funeral then disperse
Like they were never even there once they're inside of the hearse

And I won't say I’m okay believe me I'm not
I kept your picture in my pillow cause it's all that I've got
Called your answering machine to hear your voice on the phone
Until the day it disconnected please
Just leave me alone

And I know that you're trying to assist me
But I really just don't want to talk about anything
Nothing could ever be right when this hole in my life keeps depleting my energy
Circle of life keeping symmetry
Enter survive, then we're history
Searching for meaning or God
But what if there's not something more than the misery