Not Coming Home Siamese

'Cause I got mixed emotions coming over me
Caused by another countless fight the other day
Oh, how I hate this feeling
'Cause I know that I'm gonna give in
Even though it really doesn’t make much sense

Here comes the sick, sick part
I'm on my knee begging for forgiveness
Lose another level in your game
And so I play the part
I should've known it from the start
I keep faking it but how much can I take?

It takes a man to take the blame
And suffer ignorance
Not coming home
So let the flames burn out our names
'Cause we are history
Not coming home

So even when I'm right I'd have to take the blame
I have to soldier on like any given day
'Cause you don't need a reason
And there's no room left to breathe in
You're testing me, pushed me too far away