Bittersweet ​whxami

[Verse 1]
I was tryna write another song but
I couldn't find the fucking words that could bring it to life
Ay, but this will suffice
Alone through the days and nights
I got no friends, and if it offends you
You're the problem, get the fuck over it
I'm so over this, I can't hold it in no more, no
Can you remember when I came home that night around 3 a.m.?
Called you twice, I had a broken heart
She left me for someone who faked as my friend and
I couldn't lie, if he died I'd probably smile
And same with her, it's what she desеrves
I fucking hate whoevеr lives on this Earth, I'm sorry

[Hook]
Mama, would you tell me you could make it right?
I've been through enough, nobody treat me right
Something in my mind said this is make-believe
So I can't wait to see
When the day it all ends
If there's a God and if he'll forgive my wrongs that I hold
And I apologise if this hurt too much, I'm sorry

[Verse 2]
Mama, it's your little son, Austyn
When I wrote this, I was crying from exhaustion
You were the only one who was ever there for me
When I could barely be at all
I really fucking hate the way it all is
I keep on asking why the fuck she hurt me often
You don't know how to respond
You're as confused as me
Don't think she love me at all
When I got your text asking where I was, worried I was dead
I was driving around, I didn't wanna talk
I wondered if I'd die just from the fall from all the way up here
I guess I'll pack my things and leave this place
Since I don't mean a thing to the one I thought
I thought she loved my flaws, left these past two months, I'm sorry