​clarity in kerosene (one take) ​nothing, nowhere.

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm finding clarity in kerosene
Incinerating all these memories
I haven't spoke to you since 17
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
A hollow body like a figurine
I always felt like an accessory
There's love and hate but this was in between

[Bridge]
And all I know
Is that there's clarity in kerosene
And all I know
You can't take back the things you said to me

[Chorus]
I hope you choke in your sleep
While you're dreaming of me
Suffocate in your sheets
I'll be the last thing you see

[Verse 1]
And I can see it, looking back now
Every day you'd try to put me in the background
I wasted all this fucking time on you
Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true
Roll around with that chip on my shoulder
I told myself that it would change when I'm older
But it's getting harder and I swear to God
That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments
I spent steady, waiting and losing my patience
You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it
And I can't forgive you
No, I won't forgive you