Black Jesus Ray Vaughn

[Verse 1]
Make sure I'm gettin' head in my obituary pictures
Momma was an alcoholic, spilling liquor on the scripture
Ain't got no red ink inside my tattoos
'Cause that's the same ink they used on giving us eviction
In my district I'm a victim [?] inside my diction
But addiction got me drinking lean out the pitcher
Been had buckets but I never had to roll a Swisher
Toyota [?] drove it like I fuckin' built it
Summer '07, pawn shop legends
Momma remarried but we living like peasants
That's why when I love all my feelings sold separate
Even though I'm tryna have faith like Evans
But the hope don't mean nothing when it's difficult to cope
And your step daddy's sellin' what he smoke
[?] inside the fridge but he still take the coke
While you watch your big brother overdose

[Chorus]
Is there a God inside my home?
'Cause I feel all alone
Seems like I couldn't catch a break
I couldn't catch a break
I just can't catch a break, no
What do I need, Father?
Father, Father
Can I just [?], Father?
Father, Father