Verses Plan B (UK)

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I really wish that I could change what's going on
I really wish that I could explain to you in a song
That I'm sorry for causing all of this hurt
Oh if only I could put it into words

[Hook]
The chorus is easy
The middle ain't too
And I struggle with the verses
Just like I struggle with you
I went all sleazy
Made friends with a drug [?]
It just wasn't worth it
Cheating on you

[Verse 1]
Up in this jail they call me the recluse
I won't leave my cell cause it reminds me of you, it's true
Our relationship was effed like this prison
After time I felt stuck like I was put in a position
Cause you smothered me too much when I just needed you to listen
It was hard to adjust from the life that I'd been living
Previously, I know I went on deviously
But that's only cause I was used to being single and free
Before you came along and made yourself a part
Of my life, like a wife, girl you stole my heart
But a leopard can't change his spots
At least, not until he dies and rots
And I'm sure that's probably why I'm up in the spot
With more than enough time to think about what I've lost
Once you say it ain't been easy, like words I can't pronounce
To write this letter while I still miss weather, waiting for a drought
Cause just like the chorus to this song that came about
Quicker than the verse, I know it hurts when you can't work out
What's going wrong cause it started so good
Hopefully this song will sum it up the way I hoped it would