Numb the Ache VCTMS

Time neglects these wounds that need addressing
Harbors any attempt at slow progression
How do I keep a restraint on my aggression?
Cause I’ve grown tired of suppressing the way that I feel

Kill the ache
Ease the pain
Level the blade
Free my mistakes
Take me away

Regressing fast is a slow defeat
This illness killing off the better parts of me
Bound by my medications
They keep me alive
In a world run by greed
Can I afford to live?
Will I get by?
Will I get by?
Thousands to keep me breathing
Zero to just let me die

When I was younger, that’s when I truly live
Life was exciting but it all went to shit
As time went on, everything changed
The past is the past, it’ll never be the same
I can’t help but to fall back on the memories
How they all faded and now that part
Just feels dead to me, out of reach
I know I’m losing a battle
That never seemed to belong to me