GOODBYE XAM (@xamhki) (Ft. ​ohsobrkn)

[Verse 1: XAM]
I got ripped clothes and a bloody nose
And I'm so close to an overdose
Nobody knows the real me
Cos I’m a ghost and I'm hiding my real feelings
They think they know me but they dont know anything

I'm just a lost cause who got last thoughts, yeah
I’m just the shadow of the person that I once was
And I've been letting go of all my memories
Of who I used to be and how I used to feel

And my depression gets stronger the longer I wait, yeah
And the weight on my shoulders is too much to take, yeah
It's pushing me down to the ground 'til I break, yeah
The voices takes over controlling my fate

Feels like I'm dead but I'm breathing
Feels like I'm bleeding out but my heart is still beating
Wide awake so alive but I'm freezing
Winter season got me sick I’m sneezing

Yeah, things change...
I get that nothing stays the same
Even sunny days can turn to
50 shades of grey