Eat My Heart Out Kneejerk

No more fake, here's what I feel. Anger, at being so stupid to fall head first to dust once again, tasting your drug in my mouth, I clamp my eyes shut
Betrayal at giving a part of myself, paid back in sweat, spit and ink
Crumple, discard like a sheath - i thought i was more than that
What is the point in trying to be myself if this is my only reward? But i know that i'll never change, and this is what hurts me the most
You say that they aren't but what if others like you are the same? You're the man, i'm the victim
Dominate, ignore, you just turned it around. But how could so much change with just one turn of folded page
I'm so scared i'll crack, scared i'll just go crawling back. Broken everything, every promise that I made. Lying to me, convince me that I can still care. I change, you fade, unsure whether I can touch another person ever again (I am losing all my faith in my friends)
You know who you are - betray. Lick your lips clean of me, chew me up, spit me out, eat my heart out