Gimme a Call Merkules

[Verse 1: Merk]
It was honestly the hardest thing I had ever done
My pride jaded had to face it like a setting sun
I guess I meant it huh? Only really said it once
I wonder when you hear my songs do you let them run?

Or do you shut it off, fuck it all, never mind?
Cause it reminds you of those issues that you set aside. It's like you pick apart my brain and you get inside
I still got so much to say to you but little time
I wonder will it still be worth it if I give a try
Or am I lying to myself this really is goodbye
Man fuck it ima' suck it up and walk away
It's like they sent me off to war and I caught astray
I should change for the better but no not today
And so I'm sitting in sorrow sippin' this vodka straight. I never make the right decisions so I contemplate
But yet I sit at the top still so yall can hate
I keep it real to my women and then they call me fake
I'm too focused on this money that I gotta make
It still hurts, I would never mean to do you wrong
At least you know where I'm at cause I could use a call

(Hook)

Every time I try to move on something's still there and it's holding me down
I try to keep my head high but I can't cause I don't got you around
You should gimme a call, you should gimme a call
And imma give it my all, I'mma give it my all
You should gimme a call