​​​​​​beautiful Kill Dyll

[Verse 1]
Man, I'm tired of sacrifices in my life to run a ninety-five
I finally have enough money to get a brand new .45
And aim it at my head, escape this fucking cubicle
If beauty lies in agony, then life is fucking beautiful

[Chorus]
I don't really care if you don't care for me
'Cause I know that I'll be gone eventually
I don't really care if you don't care for me
'Cause I know that I'll be gone eventually
I don't really care if you don't care for me
'Cause I know that I'll bе gone eventually
I don't rеally care if you don't care for me
'Cause I know that I'll be gone eventually

[Verse 2]
Sitting back and watching life as it slowly unfolds
Selecting my decisions in the past and I don't know
Never should've existed, saw this world goin' by
And if I didn't wake up then I'd probably be fine
Colt straight to the face, it's a barrel of a nine
Talking at the trigger, wants a fucking misfire
I don't really care if you don't care for me
'Cause I know that I'll be gone eventually
I don't really care what you think about me
[?] I don't wanna be me
On my goddamn wrists, bleed in the sink
Circle the drain, there's a serpent in me
I'm sittin' on the brink
Popping myself on pills 'til I leave
I'm sick in the head, yeah
I wanna leave now but I just can't yet
I'm sittin' on the brink
Popping myself on pills 'til I leave
I'm sick in the head, yeah
I wanna leave now but I just can't yet
Swallow my pride just one more time
Suicidal vibes and it blows my high
I'm sick in the brain, I'm so sick in the tank