Know My Name CHVSE (Ft. Devvon Terrell)

[Intro: Devvon Terrell]
Oh, do I deserve the pain?
Poison in my veins
I’m looking for change
They will know my name
Oh, do I deserve the pain? (ooh)
Poison in my veins (yeah)
I’m looking for change
They will know my name

[Verse 1: CHVSE]
Yeah, I been looking for something inside of myself
To help me get my feet up off of the ground
I’m searching for purpose and nothings around
I’m fighting my demons they’re pulling me down
Yeah, yeah they’re pulling me down
Dragging me deeper, I think I'ma drown
Deep under waves of the pressure by knowing
They let you be someone that’s special but now
I don’t feel like I even deserve it
So I’m pushing myself as a person
Cuz something inside of my brain
Is telling me if I ain’t perfect, I’m worthless
Why am I worthless, yes why am I worthless?
A matter of fact, I don’t feel nothing at all
So I put the cigarette onto my arm and get lost in the burning
Yeah, so burn me again
Burn me again and I’ll tie up my noose
Then hang all my doubts, I’m airing them out
I’m getting on meds and I’m letting them loose
Like all of the screws inside of my head
They tell me I’m different and different is bad
I tried to be normal to make you impressed
But can’t, my normal is different than you