So Many Lives ABiCA (Ft. Deuce)

I fell with the lows, lost in the highs
All those memories lost inside
And the fear I hid wasn't hidden well
'Cause the fights that I had straight drug me to hell

Never thought the thing that I needed would make a wasted place
My mind depleted and I lost the will to fight
And all my drive cause the power that I had was stripped inside
So low, nowhere to go
Inhale death, relieve my heart slows
Eyes closed, Tay on my sidе
Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive
So low, nowhеre to go
Inhale death, relieve my heart slows
Eyes closed, Tay on my side
Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive
And if you had it then you get it won't relive it
'Cause I had to get to zero for a second chance on livin
I've reached my nine lives nine ways to be forgiven from the
Evil I kept hidden the disease good fuckin riddance I'm free

I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away
I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away
I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away
I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away