​eventually it all will end ​hamilton (Ft. ​cøzybøy)

[hammy]
Every time you lied to me, it makes me suicidal
Baby I don’t wanna breathe if I can’t stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest not to put you in a bad mood
You said you could save me, bring me back to safety
Left me here to die, now you acting like you hate me
Think I’m going crazy, does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning, wake up in the evening
Every time I wake up, wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in eventually it all will end
My life of nothingness, walk this road a lonely mess
I’m on my own again, all the walls are caving in

I hate my anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently, my smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong, I still love her guess it's irony
I bury memories, gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams, it gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend I’d do anything
Please don’t lie to me, tell me everything
Lately life ain’t what it seems, wish I wasn’t me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave, I would rather rest in peace