Silicone Kingdom Witt Lowry

[Verse 1]
He hears mom and dad yellin', mom always wanted divorce
Dad callin' momma a whore
Drunk, been drinkin' all weekend, a couple of Coors
A couple of doors were broken, cover the floor, damn
He's always told never to tell
If anybody finds out, he'll be put in a cell
Hit with a belt, there will be nobody to help
And so he prays every day while he's stuck in this hell
All to himself, he holds every ounce of it in
All the kids who have things always laughing at him
All the teachers see his pain, but he's playin' pretend
Playin' with friends is something he wishes he can
But nobody wants to give him a chance
Nobody wants to be with a man
Been lookin' at the future, but the future is so far in advance
Lookin' at the alcohol in his hand

[Pre-Chorus]
Like, "Damn," like, "Why, why, God? Why do I do this again? And
Why am I gettin' so drunk? See, my dad was a drunk, I don't wanna be him, I
I know I'm searching for feelings, I thought I could find them in bottles of gin
I'm tired of losin' my faith and then lookin' to fake to replace all my feelings within, I"

[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself
Just to rule
The silicone kingdom with you-ou, with you-ou-ou