avoid II xona (Ft. casperrr, Deadfish (POL), heylog, hiraeth, ruevi, Sinxi, sleepwater, VALERii & vil synth)

[Intro: xona]
(Three, two, one)
Even if we're far
I won't know the start
To avoid all cause
Made by you and these locks

[Verse 1: xona]
And I saw the way you've been, break ties to descend
Avoid me and all your friends, but you've gone deep now and regret
I love it when you tell me we could fight
You put me through it all, and I'm tired of the nights
Telling me the worth of the things that should've worked
And I'm reaching to my limit, so I'll put us through the dirt
You can't tell me that you love and feel opposed
Kill-kill off all the sight that we could've made arose
And I'm limping from the garden that we planned to grow our own
Nothing ever feels alive or content anymore

[Verse 2: ruevi]
Blo-blo-blood on my hands, kill him to be okay
I don't consent you being on my last day
All of your friends left you in this abyss
Mold on the walls, let me decay like this
I wanna kill myself, oh-oh my god
My entire frame is aching, and I don't feel safe
Ki-kill myself, oh my god
I fucking hate this feeling, I don't wanna be like this
Fuck my life, I wanna kill myself
I don't take advice from someone who can't tell
That I try so hard to make things right
But I'm a fucked up, no trust, always fucking mad (Hi)