Moment Merkules

[Verse 1]
Suicidal like "who am I though?"
"I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
Yeah

[Bridge]
Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
I'm fucking losing my mind

[Verse 2]
They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
Yeah

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
You seem to think I'm pretendin'

[Verse 3]
Now all I see is these shards of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but a hardened past
Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel like they won't ever get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober