​​three paces away. Chonny Jash

[Verse 1]
I'm not good at all that much
I can't sing, I can't write, and I know that I'm out of touch
I'm not worth much, that I know
So maybe it's fair that these days and these nights feel so alone

[Verse 2]
I've got worries, I've got sins
But I know it's not all that bad in the scheme of things
And yet I lay here, half alive
I can't find any willpower I need now to fix this life

[Verse 3]
I can't tell you why I feel this way
And I can't promise that I will still be here in three days
All it takes is one miscalculation
To lock yourself into the end, to embrace stagnation

[Bridge]
I won't lie to you, oh, I'm not well
I'm three paces away from reserving my place in Hell
But it's not anyone's fault, it's what I deserve
For the things that I've thought that I know no one else has heard
If I cry for help, but no one can hear
Does it mean that the feelings I've felt have been insincere?
Is that what I truly fear?