I Still Breathe Rustage (Ft. Kahze)

[Verse 1: Rustage]
Yeah, never thought I'd be free to think
Say it wasn't a lot, but you can make a noose from a piece of string
Pouring out like a shot, not a punching bag, when you need to drink
I've been waving the white flag, mixing red 'til I'm bleeding pink
Say I'm wrong, so I blame myself
Promised Heaven, but you made it Hell
Honestly, it wasn't hate I felt
Just dreaded moments I'm afraid to tell
Losing sleep, and it drains my health
Using words to create my cell
Feeling weak by the chains you held
So I never lived 'til I said farewell
All the names that you call me
Fear is something you taught me
See the tears of people you love
That disappear when they turn towards me
Saved the page, but changing the story
Stayed the same, but bathed in the glory
I've been choking out on my short leash
Step on broken shards 'till the floor bleeds

[Pre-Chorus: Kahze]
In the corners of my mind
I can feel my fear arise
People say I'm still alive
Despite anxiety
Suffocating me
And I'll feel that pain again
So long as I still breathe