WARZONE 8corpses

[Chorus]
Cut to the chase and get to the point
'Cause the ship has sailed
Where I'd wanna hear your voice
In a world where I feel like, I've overstaying my welcome
Searching for my equilibrium, got a tendency to wanna
Have a nine millimeter eject out my cerebellum
Dead like a corpse in a mausoleum
The irony of getting lost in escapism
Just to be imprisoned by the coping mechanism

[Verse]
Running in circlеs, tryna find myself it seems
I'm numbing myself from the part that stings
Usеd to run away from feeling like a human being
My brain is warzone, what do you know?
Up and down with my moods like a yo-yo
Hella people are placebo lip service no shows
Their true colors will show, that's fasho
Me and my thoughts
People used to flick the Bic with us
Now my loneliness Is ubiquitous
Only have the people to thank that were duplicitous
Wish I was happy all the time like a quokka off eucalyptus
That smile doesn't always hit my face when I'm tokin' on my cannabis
But grateful for the intermittent spurts of happiness
In the midst of a life full of consistent emptiness
Tryna make the right call, but which way is right
When you don't know what's left at all
Almost died from the withdrawal
Losing everyone you'll ever love is the biggest pitfall
The suffering will never suffice
So many sleepless nights, wishing I didn't have to go through that agony twice
Disregarded all advice, my vice seemed to be a glimpse of my issues going by
But the vice is why I almost committed suicide (Who am I? Who am I?)