Rot PUP

[Verse 1]
Why disguise my bad intentions?
I've got nothin' to hide
Except the tendency to separate the part of me
That's feelin' too desperate to die
Maybe I've been dreamin' in lo-fi
Like I just can't stop
Maybe I've been rotting on the inside
All alone with my negative thoughts, they're

[Chorus]
Crawling outta the hole inside of me
Try to kill 'em before I come undone
I can tell they're on to me
I can feel it in my blood
Spilling out of the hole inside of me
Try to fill it before I come undone
But it's just a part of me
I can't get away from

[Verse 2]
And now I'm back in the thick of it
Tellin' everyone near
"Oh my God! Like, the grind is killing me"
Practice that speech in the mirror like
"I wanna thank the academy"
Well isn't it great?
I'm doin' somethin' productive with my self-destruction
It's the one thing keepin' me sane
How's that for your glass half full?
It's not even my best trait