Jill Price Caskey (Ft. Jelly Roll & Pablo Escabear)

We have no idea how much of ourselves is created
Embedded in our memories
To shape ourselves
Like, I still feel bad about stuff I did 30 years ago
But we all do like we can all remember like one or two things and--
It's not one or two things, it's everything
And i really like
Live it and feel it..

[Verse 1: Caskey]
Yo this rap money ain't as quick as I supposed
And I'm indulged in this life I chose
Posing kinds and spending all your time inside a studio
When I'm making a killing with this script
Turning your crib into a dealership then build the shit
You got to feel this shit
If you ever had some problems on the street
I ain't grow up poor so my homies run a badge at me
Then my father died, 16, I'm the man of the house
Pullin' them cameras out, looking up at God like hear me out
But he ain't comin' anytime soon
Drowning in a pool of my surroundings, doomed, lighters on the spoons
We still up at none, suicidal convoys of a drug dealer, skip the sex
Mix and matching roaches then I flip the match, don't skip this track
My nerves bad pain pills I done served that worst track
Had me on a map, yeah but before that ain't nobody bought the tape
I used to hate seeing Wayne get all that shine until he signed me, that's my fate
Yo the universe had become a full circle
In high school I got my own robbed for guns sake
Where my homies drew the blueprints of the house
Leave my momma one day, I guess my karma lookin' out
It's with Vinnie again, my only friend when I was younger
All that ridicule we got in middle school just made my hunger stronger
To demolish all these lies I hear lately
So even when I'm gone just know you're here with me