​nicotine ​shinigami

[Chorus]
Missed your text, now I'm stuck in the middle
Can't remember the last time that I didn't feel this
Hole inside my heart and soul
I never thought that life would turn me this cold
Nicotine help me tolerate another day
THC makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots till I'm back into my happy place
Drank too much, now I'm crying in the back again

[Refrain]
Self doubt again
Can't get the fuck out my head
This might be the end
I think this might be the end

[Verse 1]
And I can't trust this bitch, I know she digging for gold
I don't know if could ever trust another soul
Got my hand on the blade, if you want smoke we could go
I been screaming at the sky 'cause I been searching for some hope tonight

[Chorus]
Missed your text, now I'm stuck in the middle
Can't remember the last time that I didn't feel this
Hole inside my heart and soul
I never thought that life would turn me this cold
Nicotine help me tolerate another day
THC makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots till I'm back into my happy place
Drank too much, now I'm crying in the back again