Comparison Citizen Soldier

[Verse 1]
When it comes to me don't know why I'm such a hater
Should I skip lunch or should I throw it up later?
This hoodie's too big but it makes me feel safer
Feel safer
Haven't had the guts to look at mirrors in a while
Don't take my picture unless you wanna see me spiral
I eat to cope, feel the guilt, stuck in a cycle
In a cycle

[Pre-Chorus]
We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine
But there ain't no pill for comparison
Yeah, we got TikTok, Twitter, Facebook and Instagram
But there ain't no pill for comparison

[Chorus]
All these pretty people wear me thin
'Cause I purge myself to look like them
We got every crutch, every drug, every medicine
But there ain't no pill for comparison

[Post-Chorus]
There ain't no pill for comparison

[Verse 2]
Don't try to help me 'cause I just don't care what the price is
I'mma measure my worth in calories and sizes
What you call a meal, I call an existential crisis
So cue the crisis
Perception's distorted, my habits are horrid
The thoughts in my head just keep getting more morbid
If I cheat then I fail, but the diets make me hate myself
Either way I'm still in hell