No Other Wayy ​mental

[Verse]
Wake up and I wanna disappear
It ain't been the same, I stopped shedding tears
And some people switched cos some people weird
Had to get a grip, my life isn't fair
Now they mad cos when I walk in they all stare
A lot of days I wish I was never here
I lost a lot of friends, that's still my biggest fear
I lost a lot of things I wish I never cared
But I care and you don't cos you fake
And they mad when I walk in the bank
I'm in NYC I'm posted up with Xav
Said we goin' up I promise there's no other way
So I know hе got me to the end
Yеs I'm toxic but I still have all my friends
I feel some love inside my heart I can't express
I got a lot of tiny holes inside my chest
Don't know what I did to be so empty
I could never rest cos they wish I was the dead me
And I still be scared every time I think he texts me
She told me she gets me but I don't think she gets me
It's a lot of fake people out here acting friendly
I'll never forget you but I know you forget me
They say that they love me, then they went and left me
They say that they love me, then they went and left me