​we never kissed June Henry

It was as if
We never kissed
You weren't my first
And there was nothing to miss
It almost felt like it was never real
Just some tired self-made mess

And I think I’m fine
All things considered
The way that I cried
When you delivered on your promise
You don’t do that sort of thing
Anymore

And I kinda wish
That you had leaned in
And I could’ve been
The one to turn my head away
Said, “No thanks, I think
We’re better off like this”

And I kinda wish
Everything we did
Mеant a little more than nothing to you
But it’s all my fault
You made yoursеlf clear
And I only listened to what I wanted to hear