​part of me ​hamilton

[Chorus]
I've been tryna kill a part of me that I hate
Sick and insecurities in my way
Watch the time fly by and start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you, I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes?

[Verse]
Some things just don't have a fix
It's always one thing right after the next
They say death is the only time you rest
So for now I'ma chase the fucking check
I'm on a mission, I got something to prove
It's all or nothing, I got nothing to lose
I'm out my mind, lost a couple of screws
Running out of time staying up at the moon
And I thought it was love at first sight
But that night, I really changed my mind
I was so lost, I was so damn blind
How could I not see the signs?
Hard to tell how fast I was going 'till I crashеd into that
(Yungspoiler) Isolating from everybody
I'm bеtter off uninvolved