I ALWAYS WANTED TO LEAVE The Plot In You

[Chorus]
I always wanted to leave
I'm just so sick of how
You just invested in me
So now I gotta find the best way out
(I always wanted to leave)

[Verse 1]
Too many days that I've wasted
Say that I'm abrasive, complacent
Got you moving back and you can't face it
Some days I wish that both my lungs would cave
Fall asleep and never wake so that my words could breathe
Spare me all your insecurities
I've got my own but I don't flaunt 'em so religiously
Why do I keep giving time away?
Guess I just have to say

[Chorus]
I always wanted to leave
I'm just so sick of how
You just invested in me
So now I gotta find my own way now
(I always wanted to leave)

[Verse 2]
I guess it's a shame, I'm so damn destructive
And you're so reluctant to mean what you say
The way you act so abused, the things you confuse
You know I always wanted to leave (Leave, leave, leave)