Where Have You Been? Tsu Surf

[Verse 1: Tsu Surf]
Shit, it feel like yesterday, I wanted to dress like you
Hella bitches, I was watchin', wanted a Lex like you
Ratchet on my right side, on the left Bible
Lookin' in the mirror – fuck, I look just like you
I'm older now and I'm understandin' women
Shit, you was just probably different
'Cause Mommy was busy bitchin'
But your distance took me right up off the court
And put me in the kitchen
To the blocks, still daydreamin' about the court visions
Used to stress over mistimes, still do
Some niggas ain't know my name, I was just lil you
Distance made me question, was he kin of me?
Like fuck being "lil you," they gon' remember me
Can you guess when I lost my virginity?
You put somethin' into me that made you a enemy
Protect who?! Support what?!
Shit, I don't think you came to court once

[Hook]
Daddy, where'd you go? You just walked away
I'm feelin' like I never needed you
Every time I'd see the mirror I looked away
('Cause I looked just like you)
Mommy said you was comin' back to stay (Mommy lied!)
Said fuck it and [...] (I tried!)
I wasn't waitin' for you for another day
(Would still be standin' by that door if I ain't realize)