Shadow of Myself JT Music

[Verse 1]
This sickness I'm afflicted with has got my brain decaying
Addicted to its wickedness, this dangerous game I'm playing
I know my God has damned me, my fate remains unmolded
Guess it runs in the family, my sense of self corroded
Rage and hatred, untethered, heads and appendages severed
I can't be saved by confession, endure this torture forever
This aimless anger will fester and pain will make me remember
I'm on the edge of life and death and I ain't gettin' better
Lungs filled up with sweat and mud
Unclean, diseased, body wet with blood
When it comes to carnage, I can't get enough
Ever since mom and dad force fed me some

[Chorus]
Way past saving, can't be helped
Just a shadow of myself
Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me)
Make me evil, feed me hell
I'm a shadow of myself
Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me)

[Verse 2]
Hold your holy Bibles tight, you're sinkin' in this swamp
There's no key to your survival, that's a door that's locked
Dissected head to toe, you'll be opened up
The only friend you'll get to know is a loaded gun
My blackened blood is boilin', I feel my fear no more
The scent of dead flesh spoilin', have I become a corpse?
Spiders climb up my spine, feel their venom in my veins
This torment is divine, the reaper, I'll embrace
When I'm made a god, I will take a bow
Evil forged a bond, she won't break her vows
Now, you know the price, gotta pay it now
If you have a life, time to lay it down
Heed not the voice of reason, it only tells you lies
Obey your sins and demons, then see through evil's eyes